I think about you too much….

-Message sent 3 days ago.

It’s all too much right now which leads me to believe that it is never really gonna be enough.This is a short sad rant from the net cafe on the corner of crown st with little money.

Lets shear it down….
I am not that important,nor are you.

Breathe.Feels kinda good when you look at it like that huh? Ya gotta excuse me I have not trained in 3 days and my levels are shot.I don’t look like Mr Pitt in Fight Club yet and that is not acceptable.

Ended up a 77 till all hours with Lee who lost his wallet.Told a Russian gangster that I was a hermaphrodite cause I wanted to get into a fight so bad….soooo bad…..Told him it was 8 inches long and that I was never alone on a friday nite.

Too much grief around me,people telling me that I am too blunt.Not everyone is gonna come good in your life and letting go is arduous to say the least.

Still love the shows.Not writing enough.Good things this way come I tell myself.
Why does everyone give up so easy?.
managed to offend all comers at Bondi, too much to go into here….
I shoulda stayed at the fuckin beach.

Blah blah blah.
buy me a fuckin coffee.

SF4L
Michele.