For my silence now.

-Fracture.

Where most of us will end up there is no knowing, But the hellbent get where they are going.
-James Thurber.

Long time no nothing fuckers!
Hope that this finds you well cause it finds me being a total scabby tanned rock pig.Cheers.Did ya miss me?I missed the shit outta me and that, gentle reader is why I was gone for so damn long…….

Bring on the summer.

[“I am not gonna let you put yourself in a position where you could be hurt,not now man” -Leeroy in Melbourne.]

Before I bore y’all to death I want to concour with my beloved Bassgod…It IS all about him.Always has been and always will.

And I know how goofy [“Duh Nigger-roo!”] I looked side of stage watching Bloodduster at the Hi-Fi in Melbourne on the week end.At least I was ON the side of the stage suckers……

Been a while huh? I feel like a holiday uncle.It could not be helped and you were warned that I had to go.I am at Blackies house banging away as I am so broke that it is the only chance that I get to do my laundry and access a computer.Ah Sydney! Relentless whore of this country.I am being taken care of by my few and tearing out great shows with my band.Being this close to the bone makes me feel sharp and feral ,not such a bad combo.

I ended up living in a fishing village freaking out all the locals for a few months.I am longing for it now but even the blessed Saint Tina has told me to get in the van and rock so I am getting on with it.

I am so tannned that the band tell me I am the color of tandorri chicken.

So I ran and fucked around at the beach daily.Talked to myself alot [Highly recomended] had a few mental nights where it all came apart lived on dried mango and wrote my ass off.Heaps of Black Flag and Fleetwood Mac.Read alot of Henry Miller and fell into the whole “Big Sur” vibe a million miles away from California.

I think that its the first time in my mottled existance that I have been nice to myself.Wrote alot of letters.Some just to write then forever unsent and some to touch base.Went through a real lot of stamps.

Lots of sunsets……

Fell at my moms feet for a few days and then landed apon Miss Karen who has sheltered me with her cat clunky on a king sized futon in Surry hills ever since.

The New album is perfect.

My heart is still black.

Bench pressing 120kgs and spend my life in the gym cursing my curves and listening to Rollins live in Chicago.The ante has been upped to Pantera as I need to lose more weight.

Melbourne was ace.I have to stop making up words.Stayed with our fairy godmothers Jen and Kate yet again.I was so wasted tired by the time that I got into the shower after text messages and dodging the Cherry Bar at 3 in the morning that I was keening like a wounded animal.I still had soap scum in my ass crack from the cold shower at Sodens the night before.Hail,hail rock and roll.

Then I couldnt sleep.

It has to be said that I was so wound up after the Hi-fi show that I went and knocked the top off one in the toilets.

perve.

The boys are playing like a fucking machine.Got more and more shows all the time.

A head turned up from my past and was suitably remorse ridden.I did not push him down the stairs.
I am clint Eastwood ,Me.
What I did do is succeed.7 years on I was where I said I would be.He called me friend and I let it go.Paul H was a prat to me but you get that too.

So good to see all and sundry again and to be inc. on a bill with 2 of my all time fave bands.Me and Leeroy are rolling again so he is touring and merching with us all the time.We were rocking out like mad things to Pod and smiling like goons.

I dunno what to tell y’all.I am rusty and somewhat guarded.Big brother has put me on the door at The Surry hills X tonite so if you want to find me I will be swooning to Nunchukka and Hytest.[“This whole set is for Michele and this is a song about Michele ‘sept its called “Sammy jo” 2-3-4!”-Luke from Hytest last week.]
Got to dig a band that makes you feel that loved.

Much like Ross I am walking all over the place in my 2 dollar thongs that I have almost worn out.I cant get the weather right after 2 years worth of brutal winter.I see people all bundled up and heres me in a teeshit.Hardened by the Canadian winter for life.

Watcing a shitload of “Trailer Park Boys” thanx to my cousin Kirky and a bum offered me change in the park! Ha!

Doing a filmclip in about 6 weeks that is gonna have pixilation all over it like a sexy rash.”Rod-fuckin’-Stewart” is the song and thats all I can tell ya right now….

Miss Maggie is lending me her bike cause she rules.And cause I am over walking.

Thanx for all your support and stuff.

And if you dont dig it? Go fuck yourself.

SF4L
Michele.