Hollywood.

Many trees are moving
He is approaching

Many obstacles in thick grass
He is missleading us

Birds rise up
He is concealing himself

Animals are startled
He is launching a total assult
-Sun Tzu.

A breif run down…… 1] I met Obituary…..WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
2] See point one again…..
3] Ross is going postal in Hollywood even if I buy him burritos and beer.
4] Mikey is loitering around the food court at the Beverly center stealing food and I could not be prouder.
5]Ash is embracing life as a backpacker…Drunk and talking shit…je adore….
6] Mixes back from London made me get all choked up.Marsden mixed them on the SOAD board and they KILL.
7] No deal yet…sigh….
8] Your dreads can NEVER be feral enough.
9] Miss Von D,Ink slinging goddess,is busting my chops to get more work…just gotta rob a bank….
10] My sister is anorexic and I am not,She leaves for London next week…Boo!
11] Having no money when alone is a hassle…your whole band being broke eats shit on a stick.
12] Gave Cory and Joey [‘Knot] our new DVD and was not above begging for a tour…What do I give a shit? I want what I want……

See,what happens when I dont spew up here is that stuff happens and I dont capture it all.Sick of most of the pig fucking bottom feeders in the music biz.There are alot of them as well.
I am kinda hoping that I get cut short here tonite as I told my band that I would meet em at the Whiskey and I am still stranded at home with no phone.3 should be back soon and I know that my boys wanna meet him.

Miss Billi is still in Berlin but for how much longer is unknown.Shine down midnight on all my fucked up mates and their excessive lives…

So the squat in Brixton looks like the go although my boys are talking of tours closer to home…another fucking winter..I could handle Japan right now..I dont want to leave lotusland just yet….I think that Ross is going spare living at the student inn…I am not rolling large or anything so what can ya do?

Still comming down after seeing Slipknot at The Forum. I am gonna have to fill y’all in best I can but excuse my wandering mind today…..

I dunno what the fuck I want to tell ya.I am not stopping…its never gonna stop…I just want someone to see what we are and get behind it…Whatever…I stole my sisters phone while she was asleep this morning and called the Delux…me sleepless as always…he sounded so hacked off about it all…which then sent me into stressful places that I could have done with out meandering through…I dont really give a fuck where I am as I dont like myself anywhere I fuckin go and I admit if I was living with my band right now I would be feeling pretty bleak….But they are my brothers and I will die for them….

I am just trying to focus on the fact that we play again soon….
And think about all the middle of the road cunts that take no risk and get all the spoils….ass licking corpse fucking monkeys….

3 just got home so I am gonna pick my dreads and go out.

Dont get none on ya and if you are bored write to Blunt and shit and tell em how great we are…go hard on our behalf…do it while I cant…I owe ya all my lifetime….you ARE Project Mayhem…Hollywood death punx forever motherfuckers…write K.West tell him to stick us on the BDO..Write rage,Flood em…..All the shit that you do no matter how small adds up and gives me faith….

Go hard or go home.
SF4L
Michele.