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The NetherlandsYour perfect ,yes its true
-FNM.

I keep the bible in a pool of blood so that none of its lies can affect me.
-Slayer

It’s a dream house. I can imagine in my worst times that my imagination would up and provide something this beautiful to run too.

Overdrive bookings are a family business with open arms. Years ago when I Had the ranch a beautiful dread locked girl was blown through the red front door and now years later I am typing this in her warm living room waiting to go and play again tonite.

The boys have gone on a cigarette run and I am blissed out with a sore neck. It was so quite here that it almost kept me awake.

The world is a headfuck that’s for sure, the more that I see the more aware of what I want and am to become.

I ended up in a coffee shop before the show with Solange and David. Them spliffed up and drawing me blanketed in a shroud of dope smoke.
Solange is a sikfuk that I had met on my space and then when I walked out of the bar to write there she was. An astounding thing. It was like meeting Erik in Brisvegas.It makes the planet less foreboding.

She showed me her jacket after the show while I was standing barefoot on cobblestones outside the bar.
“It got rained on but still…” She smiled
And there it was,
SF4L.

Been thinking about Ash cocks heaps, I know that somewhere somehow he is seeing all of this and I cant believe that 3 years have gone so fast.

I talk to him in my head.

[Mate I am in Germany I think, I speak to your wife whom I love all the time. So angry that you didn’t stick around but you know that I understand]

There was no fold back at all so I pulled into my head and cut it loose. Every time I moved I nearly collided with a headstock. The mike lead was so short that I felt like a dog on a short leash. A cute Slayer fan told me that she loved “Seasoned in destruction” all the while grinning wildly. There were a couple of jocks calling me a faggot, which I guess, means that I look like a pretty boy at least.

Even after I fronted on them they backed down and I ended up just laughing in their faces. Never doubt that ignorance is universal kids.

Every show we paly I know that I have a really long way to go. I don’t think that’s a bad thing but it makes me aware that I do have my work cut out for me.

I am doing a phone through interview in the car going to the show tonite shake my head with amazement at this dream life that is coming true. I dreamt that was hanging out at a Buddhist shrine with D.Boon from the minutemen last nite and I choose to take that as a good omen.

Woke up under low wooden gables and open the red curtains to vegetation like you would not believe stay in bed for hours almost paralysed with a peace that has only ever come to me a few times. So relaxed that my eyes began to water. Astounding.

Thank you Holland.
SF4L
Michele.