Baby,your a freakshow just like me….

-C.Love.

-If you lived next door to Cathy Freeman,you wouldnt be “Oy,You like to run dontcha?Go down the shop and get us some milk.” -Mike on jamming.

My boys are not the type that fancy a couple of joints and banging out some Zepplin on a few gats round a fire.The irony is that that is exactly how Mannning met me! Without the joint but none the less I was wearing my Maiden “Killers” teeshirt at the time.They are over talented jaded cool.If rock and roll was a sport I would smell like deep heat and be cutting up oranges at half time. So cool watching the Rocky mountains roll by the window looking all peacful while the stereo on the bus buckles under Bloodusters last magnum opus. HA! Jr wrote me and if you are in Europe dont worry about my Mom.She is writing herself off at some castle in Austria at the moment.Sound as a pound, that woman. The B* is lost in La.I am waiting to hear if she has blown anything else up.I nailed my 10th free Chai tea today and have not seen this much daylight in my life! Its all good out here.More shows are rolling in by the day and that gets me all hot and bothered.

Thanx for all the mail that y’all have been sending me.Nagging me to eat [heh!] and just sending your good vibes down the line. WAH! So many cool pickup trucks! I am more a redneck now than ever! I want a gun rack! That whole great outdoors caper of the long weekend would have been alot cooler if I had a gun.Me and Ted nugent,Men together in the wild singing “Cat scratch fever ” At the top of our lungs. See,its good to have goals. Oh fuck me! I saw a Tee-pee! ,no shit! I am gonna go and camp in it when RV livin’ gets to be too much.Canada man.A teepee pitched in the playing field a block from your house [tourbus?] Whatever.I will communicate with smokesignals. I am writing like a mad woman.Happy to discover that all the things that fueled me on one side of the planet are even more finely tuned on the other side.Album 4 is gonna be in the can before we have even tracked the 3rd one!

The studio is magic and has well lush sofas that I know I will be making friends with when the boys are up all night tracking.Endre Lukacsy is a top dude.I got a really good feeling when we met.He and Ash achived what Delux called “A Vulcan mind weld” So I think that they will be fine. I think that longing is important.All in all? To be completely honest,I dont REALLY want what I “think” want.I would not know what to do with most things,most situations and people.But the desire? The fuel? Its sending me words and wet dream teen scream songs from the other side of nowhere. In my mind I am king for the endless loops that I run at random while I count the streetlights from my bunk.Desire provides the movie that only you can see. The ones you want the most dont even know that you are alive…Pain brings visions bay-bee. Big hurt for mega sounds and I knew this was in the fine print sign my life away…..

Ever practical I blew my perdeim on patches [“Alice in Chains Ash!!! Look! I need this!!!!”] for my shorts and a Buddwiser Bikini. Looks soooo wrong with my BDO combats and my Stetson.I will leave you with the visual….think Gerry Springer guest.Which takes me back to needing a monster truck in the worst way. Wait till my Backpeice gets thrown into the mix…..Hehhh…. The play list in the bus is ever changing andf eclectic. I am telling you,you would have to pry my discman out of my cold dead hands.It is my best friend.The last couple of days I have been going hard on….

Vulgar Display of power- Pantera. [Me+stairmaster+this platter?= CARNAGE.]

Nice- Rollins Band

Americas sweetheart- Courtney Love.[ You are right Yvette,”Uncool” is THE track.]

Rated R- QOTSA

Sketches of Spain- Miles Davis.

Best of- G’n’R Facelift- A.I.C Serpent,Zepplin,Early Rolling stones [“Under My thumb” = sighhhhhhhh.]

Hacked off that I did not get my Pod people Cd off Nanda before I bailed.Of course they waited untill I was on the other side of the world to play at the bloody Marquee with Alchimist no fucking less. Bugger it. The Birthday Party, Beasts of Burbon…….. The boys are running through the new stuff without me singing so as I am a punter I am gonna go and watch one of my fave bands! SF4L Michele